It is Tuesday, October 27, 2020. Sunday started week 5 of the Master Key Experience. Every week there are more things to do and read. Things keep moving forward. Everyday several times a day we are sending our subconscious mind good information. There are many years of bad information to get past.
This week we added reading the essay “Compensation” by Ralph Waldo Emerson. We only need to read it once a week. I’ve never read anything by Ralph Waldo Emerson before. I first started to read it early in the morning before work. I was a little tired and found it a little difficult to read. It was a struggle so I stopped and put it down. When I got home in the evening I started reading again and found it much easier. Not really a flowing read for me but easier to read and follow. I expect the next time I read it will be even better.
The next thing we added was to be an observer with no opinions. I took that to mean no judgement or judging opinions. So having the opinion that the dinner you just ate was wonderful is okay but the opinion that the person that cut you off in traffic is a jerk is not okay. So that is how I and taking it for now at least. This is fairly hard to do. My first day I did pretty good at work. It was a pretty smooth day and I was looking watching what I was thinking pretty well. Then on my drive home there were a couple of drivers that made some moves that annoyed me. So there was some judgement there and I caught myself and released those thoughts pretty quickly. Then in the evening at home I was mentally dealing with an old issue and had some pretty bad opinions about myself going on in my head. I did not catch myself doing this nearly as quickly as I did with the drivers earlier. But I did. I thought it was interesting that it was easier to stop those thoughts about a stranger than it was about myself.
Anyway day 2 was pretty good I caught myself a couple of times starting to have a poor opinion about someone and I stopped it. So I’m guessing that the more I practice this the easier it will become and I will be able to stop my self judgements faster and maybe eliminate them completely.
There were some other things this week but that’s enough for now.